Melinda Halliwell

[Sandy]

June 22nd

Gah!

I cannot believe that my future and my destiny have put on hold for a selfish brat. How in the world did Trish convince the Moms to give into her demands?

I realize that three months is not that long. But, I'm worried that this won't be the only postponement. After all, the first semester of Freshman year is not exactly easy. And of course Trishia will want to have a social life. Not that I don't want her to have one, I just feel like she's missing the bigger picture. We're witches. Not just witches, we're the next Charmed ones. And its time we start that destiny. Its time that I start my destiny.

I'm just tired of living in my brothers' shadows. I love them both, but its so difficult to be the little sister of the Twice-Blessed and Super WhiteLighter. No one else seems to understand how much I just need to show that I'm special too. And yeah, I get that maybe, just maybe it sucks to be tied to destiny. But I'm so tired of being the tagalong, the nuisance little sister. The "Twice-Blessed, Super WhiteLighter, and um... you are?"

I'm not sure if I'm going to survive this summer.